Tomorrow Our Eyes Will Open.

Hello Blog World,

I know I haven't written in a rather long while, but I haven't had much time to write. I really haven't had much to talk about. My time is wrapped up with this girl. She's awesome. I like spending time with her.

Sooooo, tomorrow is the day that I've been waiting 364 days for. My contract is finito and I move back to Guelph....my home. I have never referred to Bracebridge or North Bay as my home before. They never felt like home and I really had no issue with referring to a city that my parents didn't live in as my home. Even though I enjoyed my visits in North Bay this year, it was a hassle to be moving my stuff every weekend. I basically lived out of a bag this entire year because once I would do laundry, it would be time to pack it all up again. Finally, it will be nice to feel relaxed and know that I won't have to pack until it is completely necessary to do so.

I'm pretty sure I have this job at the bakery as the general manager. I go in for my final interview on friday. I'm quite happy about this because it will give me time on the side to start up the catering business that I've always wanted to do. I have the spot picked out and my dad just has to see it before we make the final decision. So look at me now! I'm 22 and I'm starting a business. It's weird to think about. I know how to run a business with my eyes closed and I know the food will be fantastic. The only obstacle is to get my clients to taste it. I already have interest in doing people's weddings, rehearsal dinners, birthday parties and I've booked a wedding shower and a baby shower. So wish me luck on new beginnings. I hope this all works out for the best. If not, you know where I will go to complain about it.

So Fresh

So, I obviously posted my resignation letter for the last time. There's basically no going back on this even if I wanted to. This leaves me with the biggest relief I have felt in a long long time. Guelph is next on my agenda and I'm counting down the days. Even though I now don't have a career lined up for me, I do have a decent job, a truck, and a nice house to live in. Come September, I will hopefully have a good job lined, a new car and I get to move in with three of the greatest friends I could ever ask for. That's what I plan on *fingers crossed*. There's no regret in my mind. No indecision!!!! I'm in the happiest mood today...it's unimaginable. Everyone is asking me why I'm being weird. It's because I am becoming myself again. I AM fucking weird. lol.

So I've been talking to a girl for a while now. She's from Guelph and still lives there. We never formally met until Christmas when I was dating AnnaMary. We met up at a bar this past weekend and have been talking non stop since. I really like her a lot. She's fun, outgoing, weird and likes all the music that I do. She's not crazy either!! haha. So I keep my fingers crossed. Wish me luck.

"Is b) Your Final Answer?" "Yes, (b Is My Final Answer"

I finally strapped my dick on and became a man:

It is with my deepest apologies to inform you that I will no longer be filling the position of Operations Manager at The Lakehouse. Due to time constraints during my decision process, I didn’t think of the impact of taking this job would have on myself and the other people around me. I took the job of Operations Manager with the wrong intentions. I apologize for the inconvenience and frustration this may have caused you in any way. I hope that I can still leave The Student Centre on good terms. I appreciate all of the opportunity I was given. Thank you for the 4 greatest years of my life.

Sincerely,

Al Tami

Moving

Hello Blog world. I have moved to a new url so that no one can find me.

Now with the acceptance of my new job, my whole outlook on everything has changed. I like this job and town better because I know that it will be mine. I am relieved at the fact that a few people are leaving and I can be myself without their snooty criticism and constant need for gossip. I feel like I can continue growing into the person that I want to be without concern of feeling awkward if I offended someone.

Even though I have upset a few people that were planning on moving with me to Guelph and the ones I planned to move to North Bay with, I am relieved to know that a contract finally settled my mind from indecision. I do, however, still think that Guelph is my calling and that I would have been happier there......

...one day!

- 666 from the 519